最近有点要破产的感觉，花钱就像开水龙头，很够利！裤带干干的，所剩无几，很凄凉。原因嘛!去哪里都搭的士，而且不是很近噢！很远那种，每一次几十块，比抽血还够利。

放心，我搭的全是跑meter的，所以这是政府的错。不过，我有学到一点，那就是很会废，和司机高谈阔论，无所不谈，从家庭事业经济到政府。今天在新山的那个uncle司机一直在和我谈亲情，有交学费果然是不错。

今天和二哥去更新国际护照。很快咯！三个小时就搞定，以前还要等一天。公务员的服务业很好，没得挑剔了，在也不像以前那样吊儿郎当。
讲到二哥，唉！和他还是像以前那样没话谈-零交流.他在新加坡工作，一年才回来那一两次，他就是酱，很酷！哈哈！习惯就好啦！
中秋节好像要到了噢！酱就讲讲月饼吧！冰皮月饼，只有这个！其它的一概不吃。没办法，别的那些吃了会有呕的感觉。不是挑食，只是不爱吃罢了。
让我来解释，冰皮就是好吃。:p 那种感觉就是我喜欢就好。但是这两年开始有接触别的，那就是菜燕月饼。或者也叫果冻月饼吧！两个好像都一样也.

today...arrrrrr!!!!
today just wasnt go well.......
travel alone the johor just make me fell sick with johor....and also malacca.
i wondering why i just love to travel by cab although it cost me a tonne of money.
spending 8 hrs on the buses just made me tired with public transport.
maybe consider buying a car, if so wa la......no more waiting period waiting time waiting waiting waiting all these year waiting is the thing that needed in patient while deal with public transport.
now getting a job is my concern and first priority

today interview ..... forget it
i still dont know what i am really looking for.
even a super given to me, i also not sure will happen next.......so useless!
days passed by passed by passed by and never stop but i always stop stop stop and wait.
wait for what? durian runtuh!:p
chance always say hello to me .....1 2 3 4 5 6........a lots
but i never even grab a single of them from high school till graduated from college
chance never stop finding me
they didnt gave up of me and anyone
only i gave up of them
a WISE MAN said get the thing first and think later
if you not even getting a single thing, then why you think so much
wasting your energy and time as well
books said i need to depend on myself and not depending on my family or friends
it will only make weak weak and kill me and last
i need to suffer for grow in physical and mentally
how to make myself cheer???
my heart need to be cheer, it will make me live longer and better
else sad and negative ppl never live long, they all die in young age.....like me?
so now need to take precaution.....die in young age pretty sad yo!

no more mcD for the next few months.....fell vomit even think of it
have my meals all in mcD today....T.T
cannot find kopitiam.......starbucks......coffee bean
currently i am quite enjoy in starbucks and kopitiam......coffee bean not yet go there
there are few doubts that bothering me
firstly, am i capable of doing anything? of course la.... ah max ma
secondly, who am i? for sure not jacky chan
finally, when will i stop talk nonsense? please do forget this
what if i go to take a swimming coach license? although i wasnt good at all
how about life guard? can be considered
i actually know what truly want in my life.....freedom in life
maybe i believe i am the bird in cage who looking forward for freedom.....doesnt free really that good?
of course! no need to pay wat.
something i really think that i needed to change the first is my way of listening to others?
i am damn easy influence by others...their single word can beat all my "max made decision"
reason for this just every simple....( )
blank inside.......no brain la! aiyo

It's all about career after graduate......is that true?
A quest for me all the time since that day on.
Something I don't know what I really looking for or .....
I'm not that bad wat... why applied for damn many jobs but none succeed.
OK then now found one.....then I don't know whether I wan the job or .....

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.


So meaningful As Always ....... it just does

Finally, day after day of waiting it gone into history. Rest in peace, my laptop.

It just happened!!!

On the evening I were still using it to check the NBA Playoff result. As everyone expected, Lakers won the playoff then I lost my laptop.... what a disaster

At night after I finished watching my show, wanna surfing the internet and the laptop just cannot turn on!!! Same as the last time, same life span for its last main board and current main board. This brand just suck.....I rather donate the money than buying the same brand AGAIN. PAQ your head....

One year usage only........then burned out

When I first bought this laptop, every accurate in one year just a few days after the warranty expired the main board burned. Then change for new one and exactly the same main board to keep everything back to normal. Now only one year over, BURST......gone.

Bye bye
Don't worry I will sell your organs as a payback for my lost.....^^

今天终于发现我真的很可怜！这一点连我自己也不敢相信，但现在已经接受这个事实了。在整个电话名单里，我竟然找不到一个能像我一样得空、没事做、无聊、没用的家伙来陪我。这一点证明了我没知己、没朋友，人生好孤独噢！人家‘独孤求败’是人生只求一败，而我‘独孤等死’是孤独一个人等着死。

回想起来，我自己要负起全部责任。怎么说？第一，交友不当！认识的朋友都太‘出众’了，一个两个都酱忙。第二，自己也太不争气了，人家忙我应该比他们更加忙。第三，疏忽联络！我基本上都不联络别人，给人联络比较有高贵的感觉。没有啦！开玩笑的，哪有人酱的？都不知道聊什么，所以干脆不联络，守株待兔！

就因为这样，那好吧！从今天起我就谁都不联络，就等他们来联络我吧！说反了！:p 是我谁都联络，就不等他们来联络我！朋友，注意电话信箱噢！我来啰！

回来了那么久，现在开始发闷了。AB型肝炎预防针也打完了，诊所护士也为我感到高兴。为什么？秘密！！！

上回热浪岛有买些纪念品！有一罐沙已经送出了，所以不在图里。那本海龟小册子写满了朋友的祝福，迟些还会写下自己的感想。这个精致的盒子原本是用来表白的，但它无用武之地呐！可惜！可惜！

流星很漂亮！这应该很多人都认同，因为看过的人都会这么说。这样趟毕业之旅很幸运的我看到了一颗流星，我也为自己许了个愿；我也向大海许愿，这都是我常做的事。

大哥送的Ipod nano chromatic 8GB，暂时还用不到，因为他少带那个最主要的USB cable 回来。家里只有我爱玩这些Gadget，所以家里有什么小小的Gadget都会归我。哈哈哈！没办法谁叫我贪新鲜又厉害！

我终于毕业了！哈哈哈！熬了那么久，终于都过。虽然有点不舍，但还是要离开。在还没离开大家之前，我们第一次也可能是最后一次一起出游。朋友！要记得咱们的刹那回忆噢！

我们一行人29个，还真多人呐！很多都不认识，因为都是朋友的朋友的朋友。厉害！哈哈哈！到现在还没认识完啊！很多美女噢！可惜可惜我没勇气去认识“她”，真可惜呐！拜拜了美女！我“瞄”了她应该有一年时间了吧！自今还不知道她的名字。。。

我们这行人都是赌徒，到那里赌到那里！在巴士上也赌、在码头也赌、在度假村也赌，真是无所不赌！尤其是在码头，整个大厅都是我们的。。。人和声音还有赌博工具！

这次的旅行我留了一个遗憾！之前已经计划好了，但是没去实行。其它的都一一达成。沙滩漫步达成了！因为我们住在Redang Reef Resort，是在最角落，所以我计划就从那开始沙滩漫步到另一个角落。全程应该有三、四公里吧！一个人完成！看星星达成了！热浪岛的星星不及国家公园，那的灯光污染（light pollution）蛮严重的。星星的亮度不及我家乡凌晨的夜空！我们去那几天完全没月亮，农历二七、二八哪来月亮！一个人完成！沙滩漫步后，独自看星星到深夜三点。看日出也达成了！独自坐在岩石上看日出，一个人完成！国辉，对不起！我忘了叫醒你！另外有一些就是当机立断，可是断不了！Jungle tracking因为没人带队，所以泡汤了！划船（canoeing）因为阴天和迟了的关系，柜台收档了。潜水（scuba diving）没时间也没人陪。

至于那个遗憾嘛！就只能说是表白咯！“表现得很清白”，因为犯了很多错，就不清白咯！所以就表不到白咯！


话说回来，这趟毕业旅行我可是出了名噢！有个称号“容易受伤的男人”！从头伤到尾，请别误会，不是从头上伤到脚。是从去伤到回家！从一上岸开始就泻肚子，泻到手软脚软，走路都没什么力。买药吃了就好很多了，真够衰！都不懂吃错什么？接下来更厉害，因为全部人都来围观看热闹！难道是给鲨鱼咬？鲨鱼哪里要咬我！它看到我这幅骨头都觉得难啃了，哪会来咬我！就在吃完晚餐，打完电话报平安后，不到五秒我就坐在地板上了。我的左脚板穿洞了！一支一公分长，比牙签还要粗的木碎（木支比较正确）穿进我的脚板。那个时候的感觉真的是爽啊！冲！冲！冲！更吓人的是还要开刀，真的开刀噢！那里的负责人Uncle Phua 看完整个状况后，就拿来刀片和打火机。我第一时间就问：“Uncle！可以不要割吗？用指甲剪慢慢剪，可以吗？”Uncle 只是和我摇摇头表示不可以！那时我的脸已经吓得比白纸还要白，快昏了。Uncle Phua 的技术超棒，割开的时候完全感觉不到痛。但拔木碎时就。。。。。。升天了！虽然整个过程我都没掉泪，但看到朋友因我而伤心，我更伤心。这种伤对我来说没什么，因为有那么多美女相伴SWEET ^_^，多来几次又何妨！第二天早上还跑去浮潜（snorkeling），真的不怕死，也不怕伤口引来鲨鱼！哈哈哈！ 因为受伤，那晚九点半十点就睡了。走路不方便，就没跟他们去拍照听歌走沙滩，好可怜噢！第一天就这么衰衰的过去了。

考试从来没像今天那样“picheh”！更何况题目全都是历年考题，我竟然不会做！那我不是笨蛋是什么？那些题目都看了几十二十遍！不及格就完蛋。。。。就这么简单！还得等上一个月才知道答案，折磨死人了。明天还有一科，可能会更惨。那也好！双喜临门嘛！一向来成绩都不错，虽然不是很满意，至少全都及格！那这次就是记录咯！如何和老妈老爸交待？临毕业前拿这来搞。现在什么心情都没了，之前的计划都一律取消！什么也不干了，不干了，就不干了！

怎么我这个人一“世”无成？永远的失败，难道一个小小的成功都没吗？就那么一点点也没有吗？我只想那么一点点而已，都不给我吗？我没努力吗？有！难道不够吗？怎样才算够？我不怪人，不怪天，不怪东，不怪西，只怪自己！就那么简单。我真的是个笨蛋！

学院生活即将结束。。。人生又要从头开始！这一切一切都完了，都结束了。接下来要做什么？说真的我自己也不知道！梦想对我来说遥不可及，理想从不去理会，人生目标永远是个问号！这应该是第三次了，小学中学学院。每一次都有不同的经历，不同的挫折，不同的朋友，还有就是不一样的自己。我一直都在改变、改变，就像黄舒俊的《改变一九九五》。而我的是改变一九八五，由出世一直到今天的我都一直在改变。未来还会再改变，唯不便的是那颗心，一颗永恒不变的心。一些老友都说我变了，都为我高兴。但朋友，我还是我，因为我有一颗永恒不变的心。不管我变了多少，请记得我还是我，永远的我，你所认识的我！请记得我们的名言：“源德不可拿，拿了会爆炸”。橙自今还是圆的，所以我橙是圆的，还是圆的，一样没变！

每一个阶段都有它的经历，它的甜酸苦辣，它的一切一切我都会将它一一的铭刻在心里。朋友都在进进出出我的人生，一些是陪伴着我走过人生的道路，一些只是我的人身道路的路人。他们仅仅在我身旁走过，有的甚至话都没说一句。接下来又要往另一阶层前进，迎接不同经历，认识不同的朋友，做不一样的东西，认识不一样的我。

我很幸运！我一直都这么告诉我自己。不管是在小学、中学、甚至是在学院，我感觉我身旁围绕着一群守护神。它们一直都在守护着我，为我护航。没有它们，真的不会有今天的我。一直被保护的我，希望哪天我也能像它们一样守护着别人，照亮他人，为黑暗带来光明。

算着算着也只剩下两个星期时间，到那时就要个分东西了。小学有周华健的《朋友》，中学有陈颖见的《熬夜》，那学院还好有張震嶽的《再见》。谢谢他们为我带来的回忆！阿桑带走了她的《叶子》，希望那叶子能带她好走。阿弥陀佛!

致给我所认识的朋友：
很高兴认识你们，请保持联络，要不然请忘了我吧！就当我不曾出现过。保重！

“阿呆的小小世界永远有无限的可能” 这是我msn的标题。很多人都问我为什么放“阿呆”？就因为阿甘的影响！他的一生就是懂得往前跑，从不会有烦恼。我希望我也能像他，前面就算有墙壁也不必闪，穿过去就是了！

这两张照片都是我用天文望远镜拍的！厉害吧！^^
第一次亲眼那么近看月亮，真的很兴奋！月食好像不什么清楚！这两张是月食过后才拍！因为才想到我原来有相机！好笨噢 T_T 其实，我拍了很多张！就这两张“好像”比较好看！


这一个是月亮的豆豆！哈哈哈

It’s as simple as a flick of the switch.

What began as a campaign to get Sydneysiders to turn their lights off, has grown to become one of the world’s biggest climate change initiatives. In 2009, at 8.30pm on March 28, people around the world will turn their lights for one hour – Earth Hour. We’re aiming to reach one billion people, more than 1000 cities, all joining together in a global effort to show that its possible to take action on global warming.

Earth Hour started in 2007 in Sydney, Australia with 2.2 million homes and businesses turning their lights off for one hour. Only a year later and this event had become a global sustainability movement with up to 50 million people across 35 countries participating. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square, all stood in darkness, as symbols of hope for a cause that grows more urgent by the hour.

Earth Hour 2009 is a global call to action to every individual, every business and every community. A call to stand up, to take responsibility and to get involved in working towards a sustainable future. Iconic buildings and landmarks from Europe to The Americas will stand in darkness. People across the world will turn off their lights and join together in creating the vital conversation about the future of our precious planet.

Over 64 countries and territories are participating in Earth Hour 2009. This number grows every day as people realise how such a simple act, can have such a profound result in affecting change.

Earth Hour is a message of hope and a message of action. Everyone can make a difference.

Join us for Earth Hour 2009, turn off your lights at 8.30pm Saturday 28 March and sign-up here at earthhour.org(earthhour.org, 2009)

简单来讲在2009年3月28日晚上8时半的这一天，熄灯一小时以证明我們有能力协助解決气候暖化問題！

雪隆年少情生活营的那一组：白发魔女～～～简称人生动物园
原因是里面有很多动物，我就是其一的老鼠或通称极限哥哥