这一个礼物是我的知己半年前去澳门买给我的礼物，他知道我很喜欢看书，所以就买书签给我。还有另外一个锁匙圈！刚好这次大日子假期回来，所以我就去签收。
原本那趟旅程是我陪他去的，可是最后我。。。明年是台湾！这一次一定。。。算上来我飞了他很多很多次了！哈哈哈哈

讲讲最近的我，之前和朋友去吃火锅，然后我就很大胆的尝试海鲜-虾！一向来我都不能够吃海鲜，会敏感！不过，这次我终于能够百无禁忌的吃任何佳肴了。哈哈哈哈哈！螃蟹还没试，因为我要一样一样慢慢试！

最近有点要破产的感觉，花钱就像开水龙头，很够利！裤带干干的，所剩无几，很凄凉。原因嘛!去哪里都搭的士，而且不是很近噢！很远那种，每一次几十块，比抽血还够利。

放心，我搭的全是跑meter的，所以这是政府的错。不过，我有学到一点，那就是很会废，和司机高谈阔论，无所不谈，从家庭事业经济到政府。今天在新山的那个uncle司机一直在和我谈亲情，有交学费果然是不错。

今天和二哥去更新国际护照。很快咯！三个小时就搞定，以前还要等一天。公务员的服务业很好，没得挑剔了，在也不像以前那样吊儿郎当。
讲到二哥，唉！和他还是像以前那样没话谈-零交流.他在新加坡工作，一年才回来那一两次，他就是酱，很酷！哈哈！习惯就好啦！
中秋节好像要到了噢！酱就讲讲月饼吧！冰皮月饼，只有这个！其它的一概不吃。没办法，别的那些吃了会有呕的感觉。不是挑食，只是不爱吃罢了。
让我来解释，冰皮就是好吃。:p 那种感觉就是我喜欢就好。但是这两年开始有接触别的，那就是菜燕月饼。或者也叫果冻月饼吧！两个好像都一样也.

today...arrrrrr!!!!
today just wasnt go well.......
travel alone the johor just make me fell sick with johor....and also malacca.
i wondering why i just love to travel by cab although it cost me a tonne of money.
spending 8 hrs on the buses just made me tired with public transport.
maybe consider buying a car, if so wa la......no more waiting period waiting time waiting waiting waiting all these year waiting is the thing that needed in patient while deal with public transport.
now getting a job is my concern and first priority

today interview ..... forget it
i still dont know what i am really looking for.
even a super given to me, i also not sure will happen next.......so useless!
days passed by passed by passed by and never stop but i always stop stop stop and wait.
wait for what? durian runtuh!:p
chance always say hello to me .....1 2 3 4 5 6........a lots
but i never even grab a single of them from high school till graduated from college
chance never stop finding me
they didnt gave up of me and anyone
only i gave up of them
a WISE MAN said get the thing first and think later
if you not even getting a single thing, then why you think so much
wasting your energy and time as well
books said i need to depend on myself and not depending on my family or friends
it will only make weak weak and kill me and last
i need to suffer for grow in physical and mentally
how to make myself cheer???
my heart need to be cheer, it will make me live longer and better
else sad and negative ppl never live long, they all die in young age.....like me?
so now need to take precaution.....die in young age pretty sad yo!

no more mcD for the next few months.....fell vomit even think of it
have my meals all in mcD today....T.T
cannot find kopitiam.......starbucks......coffee bean
currently i am quite enjoy in starbucks and kopitiam......coffee bean not yet go there
there are few doubts that bothering me
firstly, am i capable of doing anything? of course la.... ah max ma
secondly, who am i? for sure not jacky chan
finally, when will i stop talk nonsense? please do forget this
what if i go to take a swimming coach license? although i wasnt good at all
how about life guard? can be considered
i actually know what truly want in my life.....freedom in life
maybe i believe i am the bird in cage who looking forward for freedom.....doesnt free really that good?
of course! no need to pay wat.
something i really think that i needed to change the first is my way of listening to others?
i am damn easy influence by others...their single word can beat all my "max made decision"
reason for this just every simple....( )
blank inside.......no brain la! aiyo